| Location | Plymouth |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2005 |
| Date of Death | 3/2005 |
| Visitors | 544 since 03/04/2008 |
| Creator |
Kristian John Vine
Died March 05
Age 0
Family: Mummy,Daddy,Victoria19,Scott16, Rose Marie(deceased) Kieran5, and twins Shannon and Lucy 10 months.
You were to be Kierans much wanted baby brother. He was only 2 at the time so didnt really understand why his baby brother just disappeared.
I had a scan at 16 weeks as test results showed you carried a high risk of having Downs syndrome. This was just to check my dates and reassess the results. At 20 weeks another scan revealed you weren't growing well. They wanted to see me at 22+weeks but I was 23 at my last scan. I was told you had died. I broke down as this was a repeat of when they told me your baby sister Rose Marie had died, 7 years before.
I returned home and had to go back after the weekend to have more tests ( amniocentesis) to try and find out if you did have Downs or not.
2 days later you were born, I had lots of Photos and hand and footprints as keepsakes.
I decided to see you as i Didn,t your little sister and always regreted this
You were tiny but perfect.
It was a long agonising wait for your test and post mortem results. We had you buried in May 05 and kissed you goodbye forever.
In June05 we went to the hospital and we were told that you did have Downs and this is why you didnt grow and why you died. I felt better knowing you were so poorly and maybe in a better place.
It made it harder for me to think of having another child with the risk of Downs being there again. Daddy was so sad, he really wanted you and wanted your baby brother or sister and Kierans. Eventually in Sept 06 I found out this was to be,and in Jan 07 I was told I was having 2 healthy babies.
Your twin sisters Shannon and Lucy were born 12th May 07
I will tell them all about you and Rose Marie when they are older.
God Bless Sweetheart
The poem I chose for you
AN ANGEL WAS SENT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE
A SPECIAL ONE THAT WOULD BRING MUCH LOVE
THEY KNEW THAT THIS SPECIAL LIFE WOULD BE SHORT
SO THEY LOOKED AROUND FOR A TENDER HEART
THEY MADE THEIR CHOICE AND THE GIFT WAS SENT
IN WHAT SEEMED LIKE A MOMENT THE ANGEL WENT
LEAVING TREASURED MEMORIES AND A HEART FULL OF PAIN
A VOID,AN ABYSS,TEARS FLOWED LIKE RAIN. bUT........
wAIT A MOMENT; I WISH YOU COULD SEE,
SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE THAT I CANNOT DESCRIBE
A NEW HOME FOR ME FROM THE MOMENT I DIED.
I'LL WAIT HERE FOR YOU,SO DRY YOUR TEARS
AND GO BRAVELY ON WITH YOUR LIFE FREE FROM FEARS
KNOW THAT I AM NEAR YOU TO HELP AND TO GUIDE
I WILL NEVER DESERT YOU; I AM THERE BY YOUR SIDE
SO SPEAK TO ME DAILY FROM INSIDE YOUR HEART
AND LET ME ASSURE YOU, WE ARE NOT REALLY APART.
Member Of Life After Death~Baby Loss Forum
I am sorry for your loss I really am. Your little Baby is with all the other little ones that have sadly had to leave us .. I wish it were different for us all I really do.
Take care of yourself.
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hello beautiful angel, hope you are having lots of fun up there with all those other gorgeous angels. i bet you have been playing in the snow today hope you wrapped up warm though. goodnight for now and sleep tight, sweet dreams sending my love always xxxxxxxx
hello everyone hope you are all ok sending my love always xxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxx
a message from you angel
I Walk With You Mummy
I walk with you my mummy dear,
I'm always with you, always near.
Just look behind as steps you take,
And see my footprints that I make.
They're in your heart when you're asleep,
You feel me kicking when you weep?
I walk with you when you are sad,
But I am happiest when you're glad.
I'm never far away from you,
I'm here in everything you do.
I walk with you if you're in pain,
I steady and help you up again.
And when on earth God calls you high,
I'll light the way mummy, to His sky.
God says I'm a gift mum, purer than gold,
He sent me to love you until you grow old.
You're blessed with an angel from Him above,
You gave me life, and we give you love.
I walk with you for eternity,
I am your angel, mummy look at me!
Gift of a child
I’ll lend you for a little time
A child of mine, he said,
For you to love him while he lives
And mourn for when he’s gone.
It may be six or thirteen years,
Or twenty-two, or three,
But will you, till I call him back
Take care of him for me?
He’ll bring his charm to gladden you
And should his stay be brief,
You’ll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I’ve looked this wide world over
In search of teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life’s lane
I’ve decided upon you.
Now will you give him all your love
Nor think the labour vain
And hate me when I come to call
To take him home again.
I fancy that I heard them say
‘Dear Lord thy will be done,
For all the joy, this child will bring
The risk of grief, we’ll run.
We’ll shelter him with tenderness
And love him while we may
And for the happiness we’ve known
Forever grateful stay.
And should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we planned,
We’ll brave the sadness that we feel
And try to understand.
hello darling, hope you are having a lovely time up there in heaven with all your angel friends i bet you are i bet it's a lovely place better than the rubbish we have to live in down here. sending my love always x
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There is a place in every heart,
They call it Memory Lane,
Where thoughts of loved ones lost
Forever will remain.
God made this special place
When He first created man,
For He knew it would be needed,
As part of our life's plan.
He knew when loved ones left us,
We'd need some time to heal,
To come to terms with sorrow
And the loneliness we'd feel.
So when you lose a loved one
And your life is filled with pain,
The comfort of their presence
Will be found in Memory Lane.
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hello kristian's family hope you are all ok and staying strong. sending my love always xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx
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